“Hey Dan…..” I said excitedly and he shrugs, I put so much effort into giving him the warmest welcome and all I get is a shrug I really would box him up right about now since my hormone levels are so high and I’m easily offended but I’ll let it slide since I’m trying to make a good impression. “I’ve made dinner for us” I tried to say it in the sweetest way possible “really..? So which restaurant is it from?” we both laughed then I replied “Chung’s” we both had a moment we laughed together and for that moment it felt so good.
This is the most awkward dinner I’ve ever had in my life we started out ok laughing and things then it just turned into utter silence like somebody just pressed mute on us. I can literally hear everything outside I have to break the silence before I die of boredom “so how’s life” I asked him “life’s good just trying to get on with it how’s the baby” “the baby is fine your gonna have a son and I’m fine too by the way thanks for asking” I can’t believe he didn’t even think to ask if I’m doing ok but at least he cares about his son “I was getting to that actually but you just love jumping down people’s throats, so I’m having a son that’s cool” he reached over to my belly and rubbed my belly he did something I never thought he would do he kissed my belly and told our baby “I love you” I had tears in my eyes all I could see was this beautiful picture of the perfect family me him and baby, I needed that image to come true. I hope things change soon before the baby comes iI don't want to bring my child into a hostile environment.
The night is almost through and I’m almost positive it went great I don’t want to come on too strong so ill leave the whole getting back together to a later date I want things to be perfect he kissed me on the cheek and then he went home. I felt so relieve we didn’t argue once we even laughed and that’s a bonus I don’t want to sound cocky but I think that maybe just maybe he wants me back too, the way he looked at me you could tell their was still some feelings there. He seemed really interested in the baby and even more so when I told him we were having a boy.
I couldn’t wait for my mom to get in so I could tell her what happened but my mom didn’t seem interested she seems so fed up these days I wish I knew what was wrong with her she used to be so excited about having her first grandchild but now it’s like she’s bored with the whole situation.