My second scan and Dan has decided to come up for it he’s actually trying to be involved we have spent a lot of time together these past few weeks and I feel so lucky to have him around he is an amazing guy, he takes me out for dinner, he takes me to the movies he does anything he can to keep me happy and comfortable, he says he wants a boy and typically I want a girl my own little princess. He has a good job so I am quite certain we will be okay he has started saving already for this baby and he hasn’t even been out to the club once I feel blessed. my friends have been complaining a little they feel like I have abandoned them ever since Dan 'decided' to get on the scene I love them for all the support they have given me and I will never forget it but right now this is what I need my baby’s father by my side we created this so we have to stick together for the baby’s sake.
We went into the room for the scan Dan was shaking like a leaf I wasn’t really that nervous today I know the routine he held my hand as I laid down he never let go, whilst the nurse was looking for the baby I glimpsed him at the corner of my eye looking at me with the cheesiest smile on his face I know that look could he be falling for me right now, my life couldn’t get any better. She found the baby and its heartbeat was so loud today Dan couldn’t believe it he kept smiling and he kissed me on my forehead then the smiles couldn’t stop the room was just filled with so much happiness I just wanted to live in this moment forever.
He dropped me off at Liz’s house Emily was there too since they have been complaining I thought I might as well go see what’s up so they can lay off me a little bit. Emily had a stink look on her face like she just rubbed her head in a bag of shit what was her problem she should be happy for me, "so how was the scan, baby alright and everything" she asked "yh the baby is fine" I was slightly confused at this point they were looking at me like they had something to tell me but they didn’t know how, that guilty feeling like whatever they are about to tell me would possibly break my heart.
They told me a name that would have my world crashing down in an instant "it’s Jessica", what could she have to do with my life now I can’t stand that girl she’s trouble, they told me that the same guy that she was talking about having a one night stand was Dan, I kind of knew that already from the things that were revealed the night after I met him "that in the past I know about that already, I don’t care about that anymore" I pleaded, they explained to me more "they have been seeing each other ever since and she feels that she might be pregnant, we are not sure she hasn’t taken a test but that’s the word" my heart sank my happy families theory had gone down the drain but I couldn’t be mad at him it’s not like we are together I might be pregnant with his child but that’s it that’s all I am a baby mama.
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