I’ve decided to tell Dan the news still a bit shook and even though I have my girls helping me and comforting me I doesn’t feel right him not knowing that he is going to be a father, I feel like I need him right now he may not be my boyfriend but he is the father of my child we both got into this and it’s not fair for me to put myself through this struggle on my own whether I decide to keep it or not. but how do I tell him I still haven’t figured that part out yet it has been 2 months he might have forgotten who I was by now, and I deleted his number so I have to break it to him through inbox?? That’s not right I have to find another way...
I remembered Liz and his friend were together that night maybe, hopefully she will still have his number that ill a bigger chance of getting in touch with Dan fingers crossed... it wasn’t easy getting the number from Liz she can be so stubborn at times she started asked me a ton of questions like she was Sherlock or something, is she crazy I don’t know much about pregnant women but I know the first rule is 'Do not piss them off' and she’s doing exactly that I really want to just punch her and tell her to give me the number before I kill her but you know what she’s my friend no matter how dumb she is SMH... after a very very long time of trying she finally gave in and gave me the number I do not know why she cared anyway it’s not like she likes him in fact she hates him and I certainly do not like him no way I have taste.
I rang him as soon as I got home damn I should have known it wasn’t going to be so easy, as soon as I mentioned who I was its like his brain just shut away from the purpose of this call, I would ask him for the number he would turn it around to make it all about him is he really tryna chat me up right now I can’t even get mad at him because then he definitely wouldn't give me the number so I got to keep calm, do the whosa thing from Bad Boys and stick it out I wanna just kick him through the phone right now, he was just yapping on and on and on about how he liked me first and he wish he didn’t let Dan get to me blah blah, after 10 mins into the call I’d had enough "Are you going to give me the number or should I hang up now" he gave me an answer I really was not expecting "well you since you’re so familiar with the red button press it" he really wasn’t going to give me the number I just hung up I couldn't take the bull anymore on to plan two whatever that is.
I realized I only really have one choice and that was contact him on Facebook but I still refuse to break the news to him online. I sent him a message asking him for his number he replied so I guess he does remember who I am, he sent me the number and wrote 'I thought I’d never hear from you again xxx' that kind of made me smile was he still thinking about me. I waited another day until I called him and as he answered I melted his voice was so sexy but I couldn’t focus on that right now maybe later! We started off with a casual conversation how have you been? How’s school? What’s new? That last question felt like a gate to let him know the purpose of my call I just blurted it out "I’m pregnant".....
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